This Saturday my love and I received the news that our little
baby passed away.
I went into the hospital because I started bleeding and had some cramping, they did an
ultrasound and I knew something wasn't right.
I felt the bad news coming near and near.
All noise around me become so faint.
My heart was beating so fast and when they informed me that
our little baby's heart stopped beating, my heart stopped beating...
It's like the whole world becomes blurry and suddenly you feel so empty, so so empty
An empty feeling that hurts deep inside
I could not look my love in the eye...I just felt guilty...
I would have been 13 weeks today
Even though this time is hard for both my love and I, being together
has been very helpful
He has made this whole process much more manageable
We are both positive in the future and know one day
we will be thrilled to welcome our baby girl/boy
To all my family and friends, thank you all for the support
Sharing my experience is healing and hope that this post can help
anyone that has gone through this as well.
Thank you for stopping by